We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

Freedom and Flight

by Ells

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    Purchasable with gift card

      £4 GBP  or more

     

  • Compact Disc (CD) + Digital Album

    Comes in jewel case with artwork by Jon Bailey.

    Includes unlimited streaming of Freedom and Flight via the free Bandcamp app, plus high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more.
    ships out within 5 days
    Purchasable with gift card

      £5 GBP or more 

     

1.
Have I let you too close? I'm sensing something unspoken between us Now I don't know where I stand But I've got a feeling that there's trouble ahead of us 'cause look, I'm blushing Is this us flirting? Are we skirting round the edges of a line that shouldn't be crossed? Am I slipping? Can't control my breathing And I need to clear my head so I can count up the cost This could be all in my head Starting to feel like we share something secretive But it's not clear what it is Sometimes it seems that innocence is relative But look at you, you're smiling Is this us flirting? Are we skirting round the edges of a line that shouldn't be crossed? Are you slipping? I saw your hand shaking Give you time to clear your head before the moment is lost And I don't care if society says sex is a sin But I believe in my relationship and I care about him I have made my bed and I will lie in it too So I will do what I have to To forget about you... Even if I don't want to But look at me, I'm blushing Is this us flirting? Are we skirting round the edges of a line that shouldn't be crossed?
2.
Weather’s gonna break I can feel the build up of tension Thunder’s drawing near You’re going to make a break I can feel the listlessness in you Time is drawing near But don’t let them drag you down Do anything just Don’t let them drag you down Go if you must It’s the small things that get you through the day A genuine smile and a paper conversation It’s the small things that grind you into the ground Clocking in, clocking out, days filled with tension But don’t let them drag you down Do anything just Don’t let them drag you down Go if you must
3.
Show me what you saw for a fraction of a second The light on unfolded wings The detail of each feather frozen in movement Captured for eternity Now that I'm alone I will trace the shapes Finger tip to feather tip You see the world in a way that I can't But I am grateful for the smallest glimpse Show me freedom and flight Show me darkness and light Show me gracefulness and a predator's intent Show me death and show me life
4.
When you turn around, what do you see? Fire has burnt the ground between you and me I saw you in shades of black and grey Your skin, leather and suede, the contrast fades And everything changes in time It all burns away Everything turns into ash It all burns away, it all burns away I said I appreciate your honesty You said you apologise for hurting me But you weren't the only one who was to blame Back then, we were only young; both played our part in the game And everything changes in time It all burns away And everything turns into ash It all burns away It all burns away Though there are things that I would change don't ever think that I regret you These days I love you like a brother doesn't matter what we went through Can't fight the arrow of time, change is always going to happen Can't always dwell on the past, got to learn from it and let it go And everything changes in time It all burns away And everything turns into ash It all burns away It all burns away
5.
Same Mistake 05:00
Your voice revived the ache in me The echo of the silence The northern wind amongst the trees Whispers of the distance I always seem to make the same mistake I guess I'll never change But I know who's to blame; I let the moment slip away And still I miss you Still I miss you Today I belong nowhere So I watch the sky, I hope to find harmony Breathing in this clean air Regret and optimism intertwined I always seem to make the same mistake I guess I'll never change But I know who's to blame; I let the moment slip away And still I miss you Still I miss you
6.
Run Away 02:49
C'mon let's run away Come on just for today We'll take the day off and jump in the car Come on let's go to the sea Come on 'cause it's calling to me We'll take the day off and jump in the car Come on darlin' we've been working so hard And the light is beautiful today Such a shame to let it slip away So come on let's run away Come on just for today We'll take the day off and jump in the car Come on darlin' we've been working so hard 'Cause the light is beautiful today Such a shame to let it slip away So come on darlin' don't let it go to waste You and I We could run away We could run away
7.
Happiness is fleeting so take it and make it yours For the moment, a voice in the space is all we need So take heart, for every sorrow there is a joy Oh take heart, and know that you're not alone 'Cause you're a face in the crowd You are a voice among many You're the surge of the wave Move to the beat running through you And through me It runs through you and through me Happiness is fleeting so take it and make it yours For the moment, the kick of the bass is all we need So sing out, and know that you're part of something big Yeah sing out, and know that you're not alone 'Cause you're a face in the crowd You are a voice among many You're the surge of the wave Move to the beat running through you And through me It runs through you and through me I'm a face in the crowd I am a voice among many I'm the surge of the wave Move to the beat running through me And through you It runs through me, and through you It runs through me and through us all
8.
More than once I have searched for you in dreams More than once I have found you there Down the path to where I knew you would be waiting Staring out into the dark And his words lie heavy with me Their weight has shifted something fundamental And the things I carried with me Seemed so important 'til I set them aside I have changed, I have changed, I am still changing A person's shape is a fluid thing In these dreams the shapes become clearer And you are a light in the dark And his words lie heavy with me Their weight has shifted something fundamental And the things I carried with me Seemed so important 'til I set them aside I can see this vision so clearly (I see these shapes so clearly) We meet again by chance in New York (You and I meet again) The tall buildings light up your eyes (Lost among these tall buildings) We watch the skyline as the night falls (I find a friendly face) And I wonder if I'll ever tell you (And I know I'll never tell you) You were a reason to leave and to stay So bitter so sweet (so bitter, so bitter yet so sweet) So strong and so weak Your affection's always marked with distance So bitter so sweet (so bitter, so bitter yet so sweet) Too sarcastic to reach But when you spoke your words would cut right through me And his words lie heavy with me Their weight has shifted something fundamental And the things I carried with me Seemed so important 'til I set them aside And his words lie heavy with me Their weight has shifted something fundamental And the truth I take with me now Is the truth as you gave it to me
9.
Not The Girl 04:49
The colours faded again Time takes its toll on them We look so young and hopeful in all these old photographs I guess I wasn’t so jaded back then Not sure how I ended up here Stuck in a rut with all these irrational fears What happened to the girl who was prepared to face down the world? Seems like she never was here And I wish that I could break away from this But wishing rarely helps And I wonder if I could learn to live with this But what would be the point? So I guess I need to face the music And do this for myself, for myself ‘Cause I’m not the girl, I’m not the girl That you fell for so long ago Something’s got to change ‘cause I’m not the same But I will shine for you again I just need some time Believe me you’re not to blame You’ve got so much faith in me but I am ashamed to say That I feel like I don’t deserve it I’m a little lost, feel like I’m coming up short these days And I wish that I could break away from this But wishing rarely helps And I wonder if I could learn to live with this But what would be the point? So I guess I need to face the music And do this for myself, for myself ‘Cause I’m not the girl, I’m not the girl That you fell for so long ago Something’s got to change ‘cause I’m not the same But I will shine for you again, I will, oh ‘Cause I’m not the girl, I’m not the girl That you fell for so long ago Something’s got to change ‘cause I’m not the same But I will find myself again, I will, oh ‘Cause I’m not the girl, I’m not the girl That you fell for I just need some time
10.
I’ve been dreaming of a clearing The trees are scattering the light I’ve been dreaming about running I don’t know why I’ve been dreaming of the ocean I’ve heard a voice soft and clear I’ve been dreaming about running Far from here But I won’t, no I can’t There’s nothing to consider I will not break his heart Oh, I won’t, no I can’t There’s no decision to be made I will not break his heart No, no I’ve been dreaming of a journey I’ve been dreaming of the road I’ve been dreaming about running Of shouldering this load But I won’t, no I can’t There’s nothing to consider I will not break his heart Oh, I won’t, no I can’t There’s no decision to be made I will not break his heart No, no But I am swept away in this wanderlust And cursed to always live with this restlessness The wind it calls my name through the summer leaves The wind it calls my name But ties have spread as deep as roots of ash and oak This place is under my skin and inside my bones The wind it calls my name through the summer leaves But love will make me stay My love will make me stay
11.
There's a tangle of threads on the floor of the bedroom And a tangle of thoughts in my head How I wish that these thoughts could be sucked up the vacuum But they're much more persistent a mess There's a tangle of thoughts at the heart of the problem And a tangle of words in my head As I sweep away the damage and the dirt of the weekend I wonder if I should have said All of the words that went unspoken All of these words, they went unspoken There's a tangle of clothes on the floor of the bedroom And a tangle of sheets on the bed As I lie in the arms of the one who adores me I know I believe when he says I never doubted you darling, I never doubted you my love I never doubted you darling, I never doubted you

credits

released June 16, 2013

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

Ells UK

contact / help

Contact Ells

Streaming and
Download help

Shipping and returns

Redeem code

Report this album or account

Ells recommends:

If you like Ells, you may also like: